Slowing Down 
sunset
A beautiful sunset that I experienced
in March 2003 while visiting Thief River Falls, MN.
 
            At the beginning of the spring semester of 2003 I was running around each day like a chicken with her head cut off in order to be everywhere I needed to be and do everything I needed to do.  I started out looking at "Knowing Nature" as just one more thing I had to attend to in my busy schedule.  The first time I read in the books for this class, I read rather quickly and probably did not absorb more than a few words.  When I went to class the next day I realized what a mistake that had been, not because we had a quiz on the material or anything, but because the discussion surrounding the readings was so interesting that I was really wishing I had payed attention to the stories in the book.  Fortunately I owned the book so I was able to go back and read the stories that I had missed out on.  My attitude towards the class changed after this and I realized that I seriously wanted to work on deepening my connection with nature.  I think what really drew me in were the discussions about the wonder we have as children.  My thoughts focused a lot on why, when, and how we lose it, along with if and/or how we can get it back.  I examined my own childhood experience with nature and came to believe that a major factor in losing this wonder and awe is time.

                                                    
blair
A picture of my cousin Blair who still has that sense of wonder.
While on a nature journey he found and was very excited about these
pinecones that I probably would not have even noticed.

     I cannot pinpoint exactly when I lost the natural wonder, but it seems to be around the same time I started getting homework in school and also participating in extra-curricular activities.  The busier I got, the less important I perceived nature to be in my life.  The importance decreased until it got to a point where I rarely thought about the world around me.  So after I came up with a theory of how I lost the wonder, it became extremely clear to me how I could get it back, or at least work on getting it back.  I would have to slow down and pay attention to my surroundings.  It took some work to get myself to slow down because I was so used to thinking in my "I don't have time for this" frame of mind, but I have slowed down considerably (click here for some tips on how to slow down and sneak nature into a busy schedule).  Sometimes I have to remind myself to slow down and am always glad when I do because each time I notice something new, which sparks new thoughts into my head.  Since I have been doing this, I have noticed that I think about completely different things than I did before (click here for examples of how my thoughts have changed).  My initial journal entries were brief because I had a hard time thinking of things to say about nature, but now I have so many thoughts it is hard to sort them out and write them down on paper.  
            Going along with the idea that as we get busier we become more disconnected from nature, I also feel that we forget about the things we enjoy doing.  On my journey back into nature I have discovered once again that I used to enjoy writing stories and poetry.  This realization came to me as I was writing this journal entry and decided I wanted to turn it into a sort of story.
             I feel that I have grown as a person and succeeded in deepening my connection with nature throughout the semester, but I still have a long journey ahead of me to gain back my wondering nature. The important thing for me to do is just remind myself to slow down and enjoy my surroundings.
~Becca Hanson

Click here for some other photos that I have taken

LINKS

The following link is to a website that contains poems about the prairie by different authors:
http://www.prairiepoetry.org/main.html

Here is a link to a site that has wonderful poems about the prairie written by third graders:
http://www.westmoor.district28.k12.il.us/kuchel/kuchelprairie/kuchelprairie.htm